You’re one tricky bastard.
When I’m awake I think of you. I wonder about how your day is going, I wonder if you got enough sleep last night, I wonder how work is going, I wonder how you’re feeling, I wonder all these things about you. When I’m driving around and see a car that looks like yours, I wonder if that was you. You’re all I can think about when I’m awake. But then night comes and think I’ll finally get a break from you while I sleep, but nope. I fall asleep and I see you in my dreams. Some nights I dream we’re friends, others we’re in a loving relationship, or sometimes I see you with someone else. Why are you always on my mind?
I think what burdens my heart is that you probably don’t even think of me, not even for one second. But I wish you could feel this sadness and desperation that I feel. I just want to be free from your memory and your presence. I’m tired of my life revolving around you.